Church Politics

I think the church is ruled by feelings rather than by God's Will. Think about it. Even if God says x, if the elders & pastor don't FEEL like it, they won't do it (usually). The vast majority of pastors seem to be wimps who judge success by congregation size & cash flow not by God's favour. I realize also that most christians don't seem to realize that we shouldn't approach church politics like the secularists who conduct smear campaigns & bribery, etc. Oh well, God's people are an embarassment. I don't like church. I hate the gossiping, the lethargy, the lack of vision & the spiritual laziness. But still I go. Why? Because god says I must "fellowship with the saints". He also said "obedience is better than sacrifice." So I try to suffer the ignorance of these fools & the pomposity/haughtiness of the pharisees. I hope I die soon. Tired of this crap. Later.