Frustrated

I want a job. I actually seem to be getting browner. Plus I may get rusty where my skills are concerned. God please allow MCS to call me soon. I just need to make some money to clear my debts. I'm trying to trust God though. Can't afford to worry cause that is sin. Maybe He's testing me to see if I will stand. Maybe. Sometimes I wonder if He cares about my pain. But though I be slain, yet will I trust in Him. Just hard though. What doesn't kill you, fattens you. Later.