Maurice doing surgery.

Hoep he comes through totally. I get edgy anytime surgery is mentioned. Plus it's at STGH. That's where Nicole's mother died. So I don't have any love lost for the place. I'm gonna visit him tomorrow. Hope he pulls through.

Need for Speed Underground 2

I love this game! Currently I just got the Evolution 8. Was rolling in my Audi Tt previously. The game physics is realistic. My only problems are lack of saving videos of your races & no damage effects. It's very addictive too but unless you have a really fast computer, it won't be good. It's one of the few games I can play that is not demonic. I hope you gameheads get to play it soon. Gonna link up and play it on a LAN soon. later.

Nicole at retreat. Interesting looking picture.

Nicole

She's weird. We don't argue. why? Sometimes I miss my violent exes & their tantrums. But I think nicole is better overall. She keeps me peaceful & she builds up my spiritual life. It doesn't help matters that she looks so good & I'm so carnal right now. So I TRY to avoid her. Hard to do. Hoping to keep out of compromising situations. I NEED to get married. But won't get married for sex as a lot fo christians seem to be doing. It's been 3 years so I can wait couple more ( I hope). SHe's quiet but bossy, mature but childish, spiritual but freaky. I like the combination. hope the relationship works out.

Last Class

Lee was put on trial for his indiscipline which led him to be expelled. I made my case. The defence was weak but they tried (He & Maurice). THe group[ voted to keep him in the group 8-3. He was lucky. Oneil disappointed me though. His indiscipline was unnecessary. Hope I won't see it again. He says not. I'll trust him. We discussed the awards, the calendar, the christmas party (postponed) and some other stuff. Let's see what this holiday holds for us, shall we?

Last class for the year (part 2)

We also spent some time together after class. We visited Hagos' parents & checked up on Jerdine. Church was ok. I noticed the group is really coming together now. good for them. I'll watch a little more before I commit more emotions to them though. But it's finally coming together. Soon see the results in year 2.

Sex as a christian

Is it just me or does your sex life IMPROVE after salvation? I know fornication is wrong but on reflection, I realize in the first 4-5 years of salvation, I probably had sex more often than in my whole teenage years! Interesting. I think that it's a plan by satan to cause us to drift from God. It's bad enough that we've left satan's kingdom so he doesn't want us to be productive christians. It's embarassing though. You notice that the average CHRISTIAN girl is easier to sleep with than the average non-christian ones? In my opinion still. It's weird. Most of my churchsisters seem to still have worldly values. If that's the case, why serve God then? waste of time. Not judging a next man's servant, mind u as who am i to talk? I have sin problems of my own to occupy my time! Just a thought on the sex thing. Later.

CCNA

Did 2 of the tests. Got 91% & 81%. Getting a bit arrogant here. I am now motivated. The teacher is cool (and cute ) so I learn what I need to. plus her patience is admirable. The course content isn't challenging yet except for the sheer volume of data to be absorbed. That's my only problem but so far, I'm doing well. 1 year to go. Stony Hill is challenging to drive up tho. Traffic pattern is annoying. I'll live.

Youth Department Position?

I feel that I will soon be a part of the Youth Dept. Executive. Is that a good thing? maybe. i don't want to though. Everytime God gives me more responsibility, the less time ( & the less reason) I have to sin. It's a good thing but my carnal self is screaming for bloody murder! Crucify it, I say! It's hard though. I wonder if I'll be elected this year. The later the better for my flesh. Or maybe 2007? When I should be at a higher level. I'm expecting my kids to be elected for these positions soon. But we'll see. Depends on God's Will though. I'm getting to really love Him. Just wish He'd said fornication & swearing was ok. ( a christian can dream, right?) I trust His decision though. He knows why He said we weren't supposed to do them. Missing them though. Need to spend more time with God more to change my priorities. Job 1 this weekend. Later.

Masturbation I

Why are people so embarassed to say they struggle with masturbation? It's a sin but you can't get healed unless you confess one to another that it's sin. I remember at retreat when I mentioned it, most of the guys started giggling. Interesting, huh? Guilty reaction? maybe. I won't cast any aspersions on them (right now). Giving the church time. We as christians need to be more honest with each other in order to get rid of the lies & other forms of deception that's infiltrating the church. Hope we start soon. part 2 coming soon.

Last class for the year

I'm going on vacation! I have 1 more class with the group tomorrow. Hoping everyone makes it. Arranged with church to give me the time. Should be hectic. All loose ends need to be wrapped up.Wanna get some pictures too. Still wondering if I should feed them.We'll see. Too much dues outstanding though. God, work mightiliy on ALL of us this weekend. Thank you.

Comments

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My female friends

I think it's a sign. All my longtime friends are getting agitated as time goes by. I guess I'm the problem. Maybe I'm too mechanical. or is too direct. Valerie now feels she can't open up to me anymore since I don't care enough or trust her enough or something enough. I don't even know where she got that from. But maybe it's a feminine thing. Karene ran me out of her life but was kind enough to introduce me to gmail and to grace me with her emails now & then.Only person from my schooldays who still MAINTAINS a good relationship with me is Averil. God bless her. Mind you, all of them have done a lot for me (at one time or another) but Averil is the most consistent. I guess I'll need to get some more friends. Maybe males will be better?

Thursday

I went to Ronica's house. Spent time with her & Adrian.Youth meeting was ok-ish. Spoke about talent search & retreat. Troy looked younger tonight. Hope it's God and not dirty glasses. Valerie puzzled me last night but I guess that's how it has always been. More in a later post. Went to bed early though. Have exam today.

A week in the life...

Called about my job offer yesterday. Guy not in office. gonna try again though. Spent time with Ronica, Janeze, Adrian, Kimberley & Lee. They were all positive experiences. Trying to jumpstart my prayer life again. Going thru a phase where I can't bother spending time with God. Know i need to fix it but I seem to prefer sinning ( & in essence worshipping satan) than serving the one true God. I'm so embarassed but I feel trapped. Gonna seek deliverance though. soon. I'm not even reading my Bible. Gonna force it today. I'm on fasting. Hope the kids are taking it seriously. later.

Kimberley

She's growing up fast now. I mean mentally. Her reasoning is improving and she comes off less spoilt than previously. Must be God!!! I love her more each day & she's so refreshing to talk to. Hope she continues on this road. Saw God's love on her face last night. It's a great thing to see. Keep it up Kimberley. Will be there for you as much as I can.

Jerdine & Janeze

Jerdine is sick. Doesn't seem to want to get better. Guess I'll have to drag her to the doctor today. She's so stubborn. Oh well., God will use it for His glory someday. I hope she gets better soon.Don't want her missing school too much. Janeze is getting better. Still wondering if it's a concussion. Gonna have her checked out too. Unexplained bleeding concerns me. God heals in His timing though.

I want a job!

Freelancing is a bit too unpredictable. I hate working then wondering when I'm getting paid. I hope to be getting a job soon. We'll see how the latest job search goes. Wonder if God is keeping me jobless? Or is it just me? Or both? I'm a bit frustrated but still trying to trust Him in His decisions. God, increase my faith in you! Increase your grace upon my life too.

This is Nicole. She was cold all weekend but she hid it well. Cute, huh?

Retreat Postview II

I think my group is getting more together now. I noticed that they are gravitating to each other more now & they share a lot emotionally. The trust needs to be improved though but I guess teenagers will need to learn how to trust & who to trust too. "Experience teaches wisdom" is a relevenat saying, I guess. Shana is still not getting into the group aspect so I'm still forced to have her as "class-only". Still giving her time. Maurice suggested someone new to me last night. I wonder if it's wise. I spent too little time with God this weekend. After I was so hungry to go! I feel like I let Him down. Won't do that again ( I hope). I'm more aware of demons now. Plus I'm still grateful for making a new friend. Thanks God.

Retreat Thought

Glad Tidings has a very good base on which God can reclaim Spanish Town.

Retreat 2004 Postview

1. Troy knows he needs to shape up. It came to the test. He was reluctant but he tried. I hope he got some of what he needs desperately.
2. Janeze is still emotional but I trust that the deliverance will help bring her peace. She now needs to fill the space with God's Word though. Quickly.
3. Hagos seems happier. I was moved when I saw him witness to Johann as a big bro to a young bro way. Hope this is a sign he's growing up. I'm believing in him now more than ever.
4. Tanesha is a gift from God Himself. It's obvious I have a soft spot for her, huh? Forgive me.She seemed to have gotten a firm appreciation of who God is & what he stands for. Looking for great things from her.
5. Maurice has come face to face with God's power and is still shrinking. He's getting closer though. Leadership qualities are showing more & more each day. Next year should see a different Maurice. Humbler?
6. Kimberley was hit with a dose of the Spirit. Don't know how much it affected her but it did. Watching for the fruit.
7. Adrian was the bomb! He got loosened up. He was great company for the girls. Played sports with the guys. He is getting closer to God all the time too. ( I think). He's too decent though. Good as it forces the rest of us to look into ourselves to think like him. Thanks, Adrian. You're my best student.
8. Jerdine is getting more thoughtful. The maturity is growing. Still needs to go far though but at least she's making steps. Particiapted in everything. wasn't too moody either. good for her! Attitude changing?
9. Oneil was affected by Courtney's message but I don't know how much. I hope it's a lot as he has so much unused potential. He was very active for the weekend. He was not even too much around a certain young lady in my class. Wonder of wonders!!!! Keep it up Oneil!
10. Akeame did well. Spiritually, doubt he was filled with evidence but he was affected too. Looking for fruits.
11. Ronica took it up. She seems to have gotten braver. Will check how much in the week. God showing in her face more each day.
12. Kerron didn't waste the weekend. In between naps & sleep, he participated & grew spiritually. Looking for him to show it soon.
13. Shana-gay was anti-social where I was concerned. Her attitude is still not conducive to team spirit so I've decided to leave her alone. Letting her do things her way with the consequences attached. God has warned against stubbornness & pride so I'll let Him talk to her. I wash my hands of the whole situation and as such won't bother to talk to her about it again.
14. I didn't get filled but I learnt a lot. Thanks God.

Retreat 2004 Report

The bus came at 7. We left about 8:30. We reached about 11. Went to dorms. weird names. girls had spiritual battle first night. woke at 5 saturday. exercise. had sports day. I played football. scored only goal for my side. Jerdine played netball scored most of the goals for her side. Ronica scored ALL the goals for her side. Maurice, Kerron, Troy, Oneil & Adrian played football. Hagos played basketball only. Tanesha was the vibes girl for the weekend.
having her around made your day. seems to love cartwheeling a bit too much though. Janeze got delivered & refilled with the Spirit. most of the others were refreshed spiritually too. I didn't get what I came for but I made friends with another christian man, Christopher. Hope it works out. Courtney was the evangelist. Nicole was busy all weekend but we still found time to talk now & then. Reached home sunday 7pm. That's the summary. Want more details, call me.

This is Ronica. Very sweet girl. most eligible girl in church right now. we'll see if she can keep it up...

Kimberley with her hair down. Thank her mother for bringing her to us!

It was Janeze's first time overnighting. She seemed to like it. Hope it's not the last.

Another view of 3 of the cutest girls in the group.

The undisputed king of the girls for the weekend. THey were ALL OVER HIM!!! LITERALLY!!! Adrian is the "silent river" of the group. Couldn't even take a picture of him alone. THe girls were literally arguing over who should take pictures with him! Talk about girlsman!

Akeame seemed a bit happy to be there. too happy. He enjoyed himself though. great lad. growing up well.

This was where hagos had his bed. Complete with flashing lights! at night ,it looked like a nightclub! Seriously.

This was where Kerron was for most of the weekend. I am not even sure he was awake when I took this. don't let the eyes fool you.

This is maurice. He is currently the leader of the group. Obviously in a good mood too.

This is your royal highness Oneil. A former leader of the class, he still commands trust from me. Instrumental in getting some of the guys to camp. Thanks to him.

This is Troy. Technically my stepson. This is when he is in a good mood ( & well-fed)

Tanesha looks pensively sexy. She's the sweetest girl ( when she ready).

What a piece of hotness! Oh well, Jerdine won't be outdone easily. Plays great netball too.

This is now my FAVOURITE picture of my girls! Wow. They remind me of models on a photo shoot. What you guys think?

Retreat was worth it!

I won't say much now. Just gonna post some pictures. I took 199 pictures but I'll only post about 10. Everyone except Stephen came and he sent a message. I hope to see him soon. anyway, pictures first then report.

My dreams for this weekend & beyond

This is what I hope for each of my students.

1. Troy - He will realize that he's still playing around with his responsibility to God and take steps to become more serious about his christian walk.
2. Janeze - She will learn to control her emotions better and keep focussed on God's Will even when provoked.
3. Hagos - He will take up responsibility for himself to be a leader and get out of his second childhood phase.
4. Tanesha - She will have an unforgettable encounter with the Holy Spirit.
5. Maurice - He will become more humble in his christian walk and love God in his deeds more than his mouth.
6. Kimberley - That she will become more confident in her spiritual relationship with Christ & put Him above her schoolwork.
7. Adrian - That he will reach out to people more and get loosened up. Not too much though. He's great the way he is. Just need to work on his social life.
8. Jerdine - She will trust God more and start valuing God's approval more than the approval of men. Also atttitude adjustment.
9. Oneil - That he will meet God properly. That he will love the Creator more than the creation. He will start getting enthusiastic about Godly things again.
10. Akeame - That he will be filled with the Holy Spirit. That he will become more hungry for righteousness.
11. Ronica - That she will overcome her fears where the spirit realm is concerned. She will control her emotions and make them subject to God's Will.
12. Kerron - That he will be honest with himself & others. He will talk less & think more. He will feel like he belongs with us. Self-discipline increase.
13. Shana-gay - She will learn that her speech & actions determine how people treat her and how her life goes. That her attitude dictates her life's contentment. She will trust God more.
14. Mel - I will be refilled with the Holy Spirit, I will become more patient. More disciplined in my walk. Stop nursing my favourite sins. Fully repent of my sins. Hunger more for righteousness & ensuring my hunger is satisfied.

That's it for the record. Hope it works out. I'll keep you posted on it when we return Sunday night.

And the winner is... Ronica. She's shown here relaxing at home. She claims she wasn't trying to look good this time so forgive her for her hair. I like the pose though. It makes her look domestic & casually wifely.

Retreat 2004 Preview Part 2

Those who confirmed to be coming are

1. Troy & Janeze
2. Hagos & Tanesha
3. Maurice & Kimberley
4. Adrian & Jerdine
5. Oneil, Akeame & Ronica
6. Kerron & Shana-gay

That's 13 out of 14. That's not so bad. Still hoping Stephen will make it. The class seems reasonably excited. Some more than others. I hope they are excited for the right reasons though. Love the Creator more than the creation! Oh well, we'll see.

These are the girls in the class up to November 13. Hope to see them next year too.

These are all my guys in the group up to November 13. Hope to see them still there by January

My opinion (nothing personal)

As everyone knows, I consider Jerdine my daughter, Janeze my niece & Ronica my baby sister. They are the ones who take care of me emotionally and I am actually getting to appreciate it. The other girls have no time for me but that's ok. I've gotten used to it. Where the guys are concerned, i consider Troy as my stepson, Maurice as my protege & Adrian as my best student. The other guys still need to get their acts together but that's their life. I can't tell them what to do. Still hoping that they settle down. Later. I still love them ALL tho. just some make more effort than others to be my friend so I treat them better. I'm still only human.

Retreat 2004 Preview.

I really believe there is something for all of us at the coming retreat. I hope we get what we need spiritually. praying for that.
Those confirmed to be there (that i know of):

1. Maurice
2. Kimberley
3. Adrian
4. Jerdine
5. Janeze
6. Ronica
7. Troy
8. Oneil
9. Akeame

Those who may be there but I am unsure of:

1. Shana-Gay
2. Hagos
3. Tanesha
4. Leevando
5. Kerron
6. Stephen

I hope I'll get to go but sacrifices have to made for the greater good. Pray for me guys.

The Plan

I am going to start running my group like Seaga ran the JLP! One don a yaad!!! No democracy. I realize when I give them freedom to think, they seem puzzled so I'll just remove it. I'll do the thinking for them. All they have to do is continuing talking behind my back, complain & act like they normally do concerning God in their lives. I am so frustrated with them as they still not learning certain basic facts about God's relevance to their day-to-day living. Oh well, I'll wait on the Lord. Later.

Teenagers are weird!

They don't think long-term, they are babies in adult form, they act as if they are so tough yet when anything bothers them they act like babies (crying, tantrums, sulking, etc.). In other words, they act contradictory to what they say. So what's the point? I am constantly wondering when my class will grow up as it's hard to teach kids adult stuff. And I won't cater to their want of excitement. They need the undiluted Word of God. No gimmicks, no entertainment (without purpose). That's what I'll give them. God help me to deal with my spiritual life so I can better able to help them with theirs. Bless God. Later.

CCNA

Doing my CCNA course now. Easy so far. The teacher is cute too so easier to learn from her. Did I mention she's young & drives a Rav4? Oh, I didn't? well she is & does. The guys are cool too. I am meeting some people who'll be of use to me in my professional advancement. That's good. God once more providing for me even when I try to sell myself short. Need to get into the habit of studying though. Bless you, Lord. Thank you Lord.

My first student, Terrence. He sounds ok. Believing in him to stay in Christ.

Is it me?

Is posting pictures of my kids on the internet wrong. It's a public blog but only a few people visit it and they know me & them. shall I put up a password? Reason I'm asking is that someone was wondering if all those pictures will be seen by the world. The implication being that they are somehow incriminating or embarassing. Are they? I am in the dark. I don't want to be attacked by ignorance. There is enough of it in Jamaica so please tell me what's up. The blog & pictures are for the benefit of my class & friends who may identify with my experiences as I go through life. Nothing more. Nothing less. This is here so they will have a place to surf that won't entice them to sin. One less place to get in trouble, huh? Anyway, I apologize to anyone that is upset and if your picture is online here and you object, call me and I will remove it. Thanks.

Suicide.

Suicide is weird. You think it will solve all your problems but in reality, they just begin. First you go to hell. That's the biggest problems. Then you shatter your loved ones lives. Trust me, most of them will never recover from your death. It screws them up. You are a coward if you kill yourself as in effect you are telling God, "I can't cut it here." All these things ran through my head Friday night. Oh well, at least I realized that I wasn't as immune as I thought I was. A wake up call I needed. later.

Tanisha being teased.

Ronica nearly asleep.

Survey

It seems that the survey of who's the cutest is getting narrower. All the guys say every girl is very cute but they have their favourites. The front runners are... Won't tell ya! Anyway keep looking and continue messaging me. It's getting interesting. Later.

Janeze.

Kim. need I say more?

2 of my favourite girls. Jerdine & Van-D.

My kids.

Spent time with Jerdine in the morning. We spoke about stuff & life. She's a bit stubborn about certain attitudes she has but I'll wait for the change. Janeze was next. She was a bit angry at someone and needed to vent. God is showing in her life tho. I like that. I spent time with Nicole today. very fulfilling. need to do it more often. Ronica was alright. spoke to her mother too. Oneil & Lee seemed ok too. Shana seemed ok from the glimpse i saw of her. Kim gave me money. (hope they do that more often!). Akeame seems ok too. Quiet day at the office. I hope the week is like this.

Interesting Night...

Was going to kill myself last night. Only thing stopping me? I was afraid of hell! Of all the things. I believe that if you commit suicide, you go to hell. I was scared of the thought. This is after I made arrangements and everything. Well, I didn't die (obviously) but the only positive thing is that my mother seems to have changed. We actually spoke a bit last night. I hope we can maintain the rapport. This is the fourth time I've planned suicide. Not as a way out but as a way of easing my burden on people. I hope that's the last. Later.

What you think?

I don't know. what do you think? Do they LOOK nice or what? I still believe that christian girls look better all things being equal otherwise. I hope church improves my ladies in that respect. I want all of them to meet God in a greater way. Please pray for them all. I'll show the guys in a next series of pics. Later.

Tanesha is a lady just getting ready to blossom. She is the most decent girl in my class. but she's a bit weird (nicer word than "crazy"?). getting used to her though. God's doing a GREAT work in her.

Shana is bright & vivacious. Also very moody. very self-willed so I'll let her find her way in the world. doesn't need my help. God be with her.

I could look at her picture all day. This is my "baby sister" Ronica. Bright, flirtatious, fun & genuine. Great combination. Looking for great things from her in school & church. God's baby.

This is my angel, Kimberley. Cuter than her is difficult to find. Her heart is right and her mind is quick. Only problem is she knows she is cute. Dangerous situation. God bless her.

This is Jerdine. Also very pretty but she doesn't believe it (yet). She's my "daughter" and I love her very much. Trying not to spoil her though. Wish me well. Distinctive features. Don't take her as just another girl though. Very complicated. God's child.

This is Janeze. I'm treating her as my niece. She is VERY pretty and serious about God ( and a certain guy). great face and sweet smile. God is working on her heart too. Wife material.

Is it me?

I just noticed that ALL the girls in my cell group are very pretty black women. Is it God's Will or me just not liking to teach ugly women? I wonder. Something to seriously ponder. I've never had an ugly girl in my cell group. I hope that doesn't change. I am a bit biassed ( I must admit) and I'd rather teach cute people than ugly ones. I wanna be the ugliest one there! Don't mind me, I just feel bitchy 'cause shana hurt me ( again). later.

My first 4 "charges". They've all gone their separate ways now but the times I spent with them were priceless.

Reminiscing again. My friends & I at camp 2000. Times really changed.

The crest of the greates school ever! Calabar High. You may look with awe.

Church & my kids.

Slept all day. Spoke to mom about school. might have to borrow money for it. need shoes too. church was interesting in the night. it was final night at talent search. shana, hagos, janeze & andrene sang. ronica was busy "witnessing" to a young man ( he was 15) along with akeame. jerdine had her phone held hostage by "babyface", shana made it clear that I must not be interested in her welfare anymore (so be it), troy & janeze seem to be bonding again, met some new guys at church. they seem interested in God. just need to be nurtured. oh boy! sometimes the task seems so great. the harvest is really great but the workers are few. I won't give up though. I got a job to do. need God's grace though as my spiritual life is suffering too. Spent some time with jerdine tonight. we got certain things straightened out. I'm really fond of her. she has a good heart. just needs some adjustment in attitude. God's job not mine. hoping to send my girls to retreat too. kim seems to be overstressed but not trying to deal with it.need to talk to her again about it before she self-destructs. another day to minister. sometimes i wonder if this is really my calling as teenagers are SOOOO difficult to understand. later.

Just reminiscing. Drama group in the '90s

Life on the soft shoulder

Slept most of the day. nothing constructive. thinking about job. went to Bog Walk. nearly ran out of fuel though. fairview was cool. good day. enjoying my "vacation" while i can. later.

Testimonial from Steven (August 4, 2004 )

I just saw this again in my email. This was what Stephen wrote about me. I wonder how accurate it is...
"I cant write my testimony there so i will send it here... Mel is not a warm compassionate guy. He is not strict and violent guy either, he is calm, humble and moderate. Just the type of person who you look to for Godly advice(thats if you can not talk to God on your own) but he is not your shoulder to cry on. He is strong and from my prespective that is good because when the devil and his demons come we can have men who runaway but stand and fight to protect with God on their side. He is a good polite mature and well mannered christian that prays lots and take heed to the word of his heavenly daddy. S. yes, says that Mel is a good example for young adults to pursue.I give him a 7 on the scale of 1:10. he is a cool guy... "

Interesting. Something for me to ponder. Later.

Eating off free food at Abigail's party (courtesy of Kim) Thanks, Kim.

Mature ( I use this term very loosely ) people at play. Kim's house.

Had class saturday. crazy people. It was the most fun we had in a long time. getting to like this.

Teens!

We discussed the reproductive system saturday. of course, being teenagers, there was a lot of self-conscious laughter but I think we got a lot of stuff out of the way. We discussed the genitals, menstruation and ejaculation. interesting how all the guys knew how to get a girl (or so they claim) to have sex but couldn't name the parts. oh well. no need to know the name, i guess, just how to get there, huh? We then went to Kim's house where we had fun in the bounceabout and ate a nd danced. interesting night. had to remind them that we were still christians even though, to be honest, they weren't behaving too badly. Troy had to be running from Janeze all night though. Poor guy! Wish him well. later.

Talent Search

We had a talent search yesterday. most of my kids participated. it was a proud thing watching them getting involved in church. it has been said that teens who are active in church rarely are active in church when they become adults. it's a sad thing to know so i won't get complacent. but they are coming of age. they sang, acted, and did public speaking. i can't wait till 2014...

It's back

I got it back monday. changed out piston rings, crankshaft rings, connecting rods, etc. running like new. only thing left is the muffler. I working on that now. feels so good driving my own vehicle again. at least walking showed me my true friends so i know how to treat people now. no bitterness though. just a learning experience. i'll let God deal with the others. i got a new bee in my bonnet though. blowoff valve!!!! now where can i get it setup...?