Youth Department Position?

I feel that I will soon be a part of the Youth Dept. Executive. Is that a good thing? maybe. i don't want to though. Everytime God gives me more responsibility, the less time ( & the less reason) I have to sin. It's a good thing but my carnal self is screaming for bloody murder! Crucify it, I say! It's hard though. I wonder if I'll be elected this year. The later the better for my flesh. Or maybe 2007? When I should be at a higher level. I'm expecting my kids to be elected for these positions soon. But we'll see. Depends on God's Will though. I'm getting to really love Him. Just wish He'd said fornication & swearing was ok. ( a christian can dream, right?) I trust His decision though. He knows why He said we weren't supposed to do them. Missing them though. Need to spend more time with God more to change my priorities. Job 1 this weekend. Later.