Suicide.

Suicide is weird. You think it will solve all your problems but in reality, they just begin. First you go to hell. That's the biggest problems. Then you shatter your loved ones lives. Trust me, most of them will never recover from your death. It screws them up. You are a coward if you kill yourself as in effect you are telling God, "I can't cut it here." All these things ran through my head Friday night. Oh well, at least I realized that I wasn't as immune as I thought I was. A wake up call I needed. later.