Church & my kids.

Slept all day. Spoke to mom about school. might have to borrow money for it. need shoes too. church was interesting in the night. it was final night at talent search. shana, hagos, janeze & andrene sang. ronica was busy "witnessing" to a young man ( he was 15) along with akeame. jerdine had her phone held hostage by "babyface", shana made it clear that I must not be interested in her welfare anymore (so be it), troy & janeze seem to be bonding again, met some new guys at church. they seem interested in God. just need to be nurtured. oh boy! sometimes the task seems so great. the harvest is really great but the workers are few. I won't give up though. I got a job to do. need God's grace though as my spiritual life is suffering too. Spent some time with jerdine tonight. we got certain things straightened out. I'm really fond of her. she has a good heart. just needs some adjustment in attitude. God's job not mine. hoping to send my girls to retreat too. kim seems to be overstressed but not trying to deal with it.need to talk to her again about it before she self-destructs. another day to minister. sometimes i wonder if this is really my calling as teenagers are SOOOO difficult to understand. later.