Tuesday, June 21, 2005

My exes.

I am just reminiscing about my first ex. She was my first love. I really cared about her though. But I learnt a lesson I still apply to my life to this day. Never trust the love of a girl under 19 years old. It RARELY lasts! We broke up after 4 years (even after God told me to allow it to end & I refused!) and it took a while to recover. Being single again after 4 years took a while to adjust to but I began to see the benefits of it ("comfort" from friends) and the hurt began to subside. It's now non-existent as I've forgiven her & moved on to better relationships. I'll always remember her though and am grateful as she was the one who carried me to church & (indirectly) got me saved. Always be thankful for that.
The second one was sweeter & cuter (to me) with GREAT skintone & an even greater smile. She was the first girl to get me to the engagement stage. I miss her too. We had a great relationship but jealousy was a bit too powerful as I maintain A LOT of friendships & acquaintances. She didn't like that very much. I learnt a lesson fro her I still apply to this day. NEVER choose your girl over your friends. Dangerous thing. She took 2 years of my life but was also instrumental as she threw me closer to God. Thanks God for your wisdom.
I just wanna say thanks to my exes ( & my other "companions") as you have made my life so very interesting. Thanks.

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Candi seh
isnt it amusing to know that we put ourselves into some weird realtionships, but all in all they end up helping us to become a rounded person....

3:38 pm  

Post a Comment

<< Home