Wednesday, June 01, 2005

Job Hunt

I am feeling frustrated. Been looking for a job and still no luck. Tertiary level training and still no job! I know some of my friends who have 2 or 3 subjects and getting jobs left, right & centre! That is so unfair. I also hate it when they short-list you, interview you, say they'll call, then...nothing. It's so rude! Then they don't return your follow-up calls. And they're always in a meeting or out of office. Makes me feel like I'm begging. I'm a son of a King so why this? God , where are you? Am I so bad? Is it my sin? Is it the fact that I get upset with you easily? Please tell me? What do I have to do? I really wanna know what's happening. I hate owing people and God is reducing me to that. Annoying. I get the funny feeling that He wants to remove my pride but I seem to be fighting Him. Maybe I'll try to trust Him more. We'll see if that works. God, I love you but I don't trust you fuly yet. But I won't stop until I do since perfect love casts out fear. Bless you. Later.

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Blogger Evette said...

Just answered your own question. Remember anyone can believe in God, But he has called us to Believe Him.

There Will Be Ripples In The Water


We have all been in a situation that seems to have no rainbow at the end. With arms stretched wide, and tears streaming down our faces we ask God that all too familiar question; “Why are you allowing this to happen to me?” I will be the first to admit that at one time I asked God this same question through many hard times in my life. It seemed that every trial and test that came my way I questioned Him. One day while sitting alone and reading my bible I came across Psalm 66:10-12 “For you, O, God have tested us; you have refined us as silver is refined. You brought us into the net; you laid affliction on our backs. You have caused men to ride our heads; we went through the fire and through the water; but you brought us out to rich fulfillment.” God is the refiner that removes all of our impurities. Those who are impatient learn to wait on the Lord, those who have trust issues learn to trust in Him, and those who have little faith believe God for everything. Just as a woman labors to bring forth her child, we labor in our test and trials.
Maturity is achieved through life’s experiences. With every test and trial that comes we grow a little more each day. Soon we find ourselves praising God through our test and trials instead of questioning them. Every experience gives us new insight on how great He truly is. It is easy to believe God when things are going the way we want, but he wants us to be able to believe Him in the bad times as well. The next time you find yourself asking that all too familiar question, remember that He is greater than any problem that you will ever face.

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