Sunday, May 15, 2005

Time to Resign?

I was verbally abused by a group member recently. As such, I've been seriously thinking of resigning from the cell group. Why work for a group of teenagers who don't see your vision, don't understand why they need to do stuff, and don't appreciate what you do for them? I know that God's Will is for me to work with them but satan is seriously tempting me to leave. They obviously don't care about my life so why share it with them. On top of that, I have to deal with a unsupportive pastor, patronizing parents & "unwell"-wishers. This fuels my belief that it is a Godly assignment but I think that my students are not supportive enough of me. They don't need me but then again, I don't need them either. I'm just venting my frustration as it's hard to be slaving for a group of people while they are the same ones who bash you for THEIR shortcomings. I feel like Moses. No wonder he didn't make it to the promised land! Because he was provoked & sinned with the rock thing. I won't let ANYONE make me go to hell. So if I'm the problem, I guess I should go, right? I'll pray about it. I think I'm just upset but who knows? Maybe I'll get my freedom. Don't get me wrong, I love them but it just hurts when they attack me due to their own short-sightedness & indiscipline. Why blame me for their shortcomings? Just weird. Pray for me & my mind. Later.

1 Comments:

Blogger Evette said...

If God is for you who can be against you? No one

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