Sex

Trying hard not to have sex. God says to wait & I'm doing my best to do my best. It doesn't help that I find Indians ALMOST irresistable & I am too free in the days & live alone. Trying to spend more time with Nicole as she is more decent than I am (for now) and encourages me in abstaining. Can't spend too much time though as I may look on her too hard. God bless her for her being there. I would be having a great sex life if it wasn't for her. I found out that distraction works though. So I am spending more time with the cell group & trying to go to church more in order to have less time to sin. Wish me well. Spending more time with God too. Getting to appreciate Him more. Helping me a lot. Pray for me PLEASE! Later.