Do u REALLY trust in God?

Seriously, a lot of christians claim the faith but still fear men over God. what's the point? u go to church, praise God, claim He can do EVERYTHING but the minute u step outside the church, u r just like everyone else and acting like God isn't relevant? y bother? just backslide. u obviously wasting your time. just my opinion. maybe it's too drastic but I don't see the point in committing to God without being prepared to trust Him fully. I sin everyday (some days more than others) but I firmly believe that God is able to use me for His purposes as long as I acknowledge to Him the sins He knows I did already. that's my belief and I am grateful to Him for that. but y say He can protect u in church, then as u go outside, u hurry home cuz u r afraid of gunmen? hypocrisy? or ignorance? He says "perfect love casts out fear." He is perfect love. how can fear reside where He is? doesn't make sense to me. but the who says I know a lot? just my overdue rant. later.