My Mother
I love my mother. I just don't like her. she's very verbally abusive. She drills home my failures and never acknowledges my accomplishments. so now in my christian walk, i don't include her as she isn't supportive. even when i was out of a job, everyday she tries to show me up for having no money as if i was being a bum. it hurts but i keep it inside. now i don't care what she thinks and the funny thing is she is lonely but doesn't even realize it's her fault for pushing me away. her choice. i'll move on but i m trying not to hate her. it's hard. and to think she's a christian too. long live the generation gap!!!
posted by Mel at Wednesday, August 11, 2004
2 Comments:
Candi seh
we all cant stand in each other's shoes, im not sure if i could handle anything that "S" has gone through, Parents though need to understand that we do have minds of our own and that we do go through things too, that they themselves would not be able to handle. i wish they could switch lives with us to see what we have gone through and survived!!!!!!!!!
Candi seh
oh do urself a favour and dont tune her out too much or u might make a rift that may become a chasm. i have learnt how to deal with my mom... she used not talk to for, well actually up until the other day she (say about a yr not too sure), shes kinda started to talk to me now, but like i was saying dont tune her out too much u still need her even if u dont think so, just be careful, i think my mom needs to make it up to me but im not gonna tell her.... there are somethings that currently all my mom needs to do is ask the right way but to get me to do or say but......
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