I am learning a lot

I am learning a lot about this God thing. And that's the rub. I've been a Christian for 5 years or so and I am still learning. I am not used to this. Am I so dumb? Or maybe is God so big? I'll stick with the latter (makes more sense). I love God. He's taking good care of me. Concerning my most recent post, I might have come off a bit aggressive so I apologize. If u disagree with my views, feel free to engage in CONSTRUCTIVE discussion. I don't pretend to know everything about Christian beliefs but at the same time I am sticking to what I believe. hope I'll learn from you too.